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I don’t know what to do anymore. No one in my family likes me. There always mad at me or rude because they don’t understand. They don’t understand my severe social anxiety. They don’t understand my lack of self confidence. They don’t understand me wanting to be alone after school or other social events. They don’t understand why I have a messy room. They don’t understand why I’m doing worse in school. They don’t notice me not eating as much. They don’t notice the numb look on my face. They don’t notice my eyes being slightly red. They don’t understand how stressful it is. They only notice when I’m grumpy and tell me to fix it. When ever my mom see’s me she tells me to smile, like that will fix everything. I’ve told her a little about my anxiety and she straight up told me that I’m wrong and to “stop” thinking that way. I just want someone to fucking hold me or give me a hug.