Bucket list:-be happy That's the last one left on my list but it's not going away any time soon. It's ike this permanent feeling inside of me and no matter how hard I try, the black hole inside of me feels like its grows larger every day.It's been so long I cant remember how it genuinely feels like to be happy. I just wish things will go back to the way they were. I don't want to have to listen to depressing music in the dark anymore. I'd never have the guts to write this if it wasn't anonymous. No one really knows. I guess i've become an amazing actor at pretending.:(

Bucket list:-be happyThat's the last one left on my list but it's not going away any time soon. It's ike this permanent feeling inside of me and no matter how hard I try, the black hole inside of me feels like its grows larger every day.It's been so long I cant remember how it genuinely feels like to be happy. I just wish things will go back to the way they were. I don't want to have to listen to depressing music in the dark anymore. I'd never have the guts to write this if it wasn't anonymous. No one really knows. I guess i've become an amazing actor at pretending.:(

See again, that's your circle.Want me to tell you how to get our of your shit? STOP BRAINWASHING YOURSELF If your repeat 400 times a day, you aren't happyYou arent enoughYour life sucksNobody love you. YOU ARE BRAINWASHING YOURSELF So you are just making it worst, every fucking day by repeating those negative thoughts.

See again, that's your circle.Want me to tell you how to get our of your shit?STOP BRAINWASHING YOURSELFIf your repeat 400 times a day, you aren't happyYou arent enoughYour life sucksNobody love you.YOU ARE BRAINWASHING YOURSELFSo you are just making it worst, every fucking day by repeating those negative thoughts.