I’ve always had a fear of being betrayed/forgotten or left behind by other people. I had just moved with my father and into a new school, I haven’t gotten much friends since 1st trimester, and when i finnally got back into school I met this person and I had finnally had a friend! We both had talked about getting more friends and this one specific person we called letter person was on our top wishlist of friends. They are shy and not very talkative. The one characteristic that stood out to me was they loved one of the fandoms I am in. My friend (I will call space from now on) was not into the fandom and many others I am in. I, being the shy and quiet one, didn’t try to talk to this person, but space was excited to learn more about this person. She wrote a letter to letter person (also why we call them that) explaining who she was. About a week later the kid left drawings and stickers of the fandom on space’s desk. She wrote a letter back on response to the stickers and drawings with her phone number. What ticked me off the most was I was never told about this, instead I overheard a conversation to find out. This ticked me off because I have serious trust issues and I really don’t like not being told about something. A week before this situation I had been called cute and too wholesome because I wanted to know what I show was called. Everyone thinks that I shouldn’t know something because it would make me upset or not cute anymore, but that just stops me from being myself. Today I got a text from space saying that letter person started texting her, I asked her to introduce me (because I’m her BEST FRIEND) and she didn’t want me too because they are shy. I don’t know why but I have a hard time believing this because people have told me that before only to keep something to themselves. I’m not all for sharing, but just taking a person for yourself is wrong, let alone to someone who doesn’t have any other friends in the area.