I really hate myself. I have nobody. I’m slowly losing my mind. I tried to stay strong all these years but all I got was a kick into my face. I barely see my parents nor siblings. I cannot leave since I love my parents and I would ruin their world. I can‘t get help. I live in constant fear, anger and anxiety and I have the feeling nobody takes it serious.
I‘m lonely. I‘m not even sure why I’m saying this. Probably will regret this.
needed to let it out.