honestly i’m just a child and i already have too many secrets to hide. i hate everything. i hate people. people suck tbh. you get judged no matter what in life. i am suicidal due to that, no one knows that. i wish people could understand how cruel they could be towards others i just don’t understand life anymore. i just want this mess to end. i feel like no one understands me anymore. i’ve loved & lost. and yet no one of them were true. at least a trillion people on earth and yet not even one could understand me. i hate life and what people do to make you feel like this. i really hope no one else is going through my situation, my anxiety gets high a lot during these times and i can’t take this pain anymore. i truely want to end my life with a smile on my face because truely that’s the only thing that would make people around me happy besides my true smile. i’ve faked my smile for years and yet no one realized it. i wish i was dead.