Everyday I wake up and have this terrible feeling of wanting to die. I say I love my family and 'friends', but in reality I have this unexplainable hatred on everyone that I know, I don't know what to do at this point. I want to get help, but I have no one to tell. To be honest, the people who I call 'friends' aren't really trustable, I feel like I don't fit in with them. The world frustrates me, it's the same routine over and over again, except it's getting worst by the minute. I hate myself so much, I hate this world, and everyone I know. I want to forget everything and restart as someone new, someone who is better and happier than I am. I want to forget I existed. I want a new life. I want to run away and escape this terrible reality, I wish I were still a child and didn't know how disgusting the world truly is. This torture is continuous, it will never stop. As much as we try to cover the pain, in the end they will reappear. I just want to quit playing this stupid game of life.:/