I think I'll take my life today. I have everything ready. I'm prepared. It's been made very clear that people wont really mind it very much.I'll be home alone so it's the perfect time. I dont need reassurance or people to try and change my mind. I just wanted to say that I tried.I tried very hard and I did reach out but none helped. I don't blame anyone. It is and always was my fault. Goodbye.