@.@ thank you for trying to help . I used to have friends but because of reasons I cut them off but I never felt lonely even though I was alone but after dating this guy I truly just need some support I can't deal with this anymore so if u can even talk to just casually I would really appreciate it . My ig name is javedachoudhury . My profile picture is a guy in a black suit . Just text me with @.@ and I'll know it's you . Thanks a lot for even replying . This has been very hard on me so being able to even text someone hi or hello is a lot to me . I would also like to know in details what u think about my situation. I know u don't agree with me and that's completely fine but I truly want to talk to someone who dosent agree with me and just heat them I just want to hear your thoughts .