I don’t feel like a person anymore, my friends never hang out with me anymore, I started high school and I’m already being picked on, I can’t see myself living past 15 and I’m only 12. I’ve been feeling like this since my dad died when I was 9, but it’s never been as bad as now. I don’t care what I look like, I don’t care what I wear yet I still care about what people think about me, so each time I step out of my house I feel shameful and frowned upon. As soon as I turn 13, it might be the end of me, so I’ll distance myself from my friends, I still care about them and they may or may not care about me. Not even Noah.