I hate everything about myself. I want to die so so badly. I don’t have anything to live for. I’m hanging on by a thread. I’m just so sad my life ended up like this. I feel so uncomfortable existing. I have depersonalisation and it’s so disconcerting. Nothing feels real. I don’t feel like I’m actually here. Attempting suicide feels like it would have no consequences because of having depersonalisation..

I hate everything about myself. I want to die so so badly. I don’t have anything to live for. I’m hanging on by a thread. I’m just so sad my life ended up like this. I feel so uncomfortable existing. I have depersonalisation and it’s so disconcerting. Nothing feels real. I don’t feel like I’m actually here. Attempting suicide feels like it would have no consequences because of having depersonalisation.. 

I have no courage to say stop . but asking you why.? Don't you want to see how life end without smashing it off.? You are not alone who have same feelings . but still fight. Fight for yourself. world is such a shitty place.. But please fight to make your world beautyful

I have no courage to say stop . but asking you why.? Don't you want to see how life end without smashing it off.? You are not alone who have same feelings . but still fight.  Fight for yourself. world is such a shitty place.. But please fight to make your world beautyful