I hate everything about myself. I want to die so so badly. I don’t have anything to live for. I’m hanging on by a thread. I’m just so sad my life ended up like this. I feel so uncomfortable existing. I have depersonalisation and it’s so disconcerting. Nothing feels real. I don’t feel like I’m actually here. Attempting suicide feels like it would have no consequences because of having depersonalisation..
I have no courage to say stop
. but asking you why
.? Don't you want to see how life end without smashing it off.? You are not alone who have same feelings
. but still fight. Fight for yourself
. world is such a shitty place.. But please fight to make your world beautyful