I’m in the process of having a miscarriage at seventeen and I don’t have the emotional capacity to deal with it so I’ve decided to ignore it. My boyfriend decided he was in too dark of a place to deal with it so he’s just ignored it too. Am I a bad person? Why couldn’t I carry a baby? I want to confirm that it’s a miscarriage with a doctor or a pregnancy test, but that would make it too real. I hate keeping secrets especially from my mom. If I confirm it all that would do is make me sad and make me guilty.