I swear sometimes I just feel like I shouldn’t exist in this world. I continuously fuck up every thing I do. I’m not where I want to be in my life. I want to write for tv and movies but I only write on free websites like wattpad but those stories flop, my family doesn’t believe in my writing won’t even read it to give me pointers. I’m constantly depressed, my family has no money and I have a 1 year old daughter... my husband has done things to question our relationship. I just feel useless and want to stop ruining everyone’s life.