I recently left my partner who I have kids with and moved back in with my family. It’s been hard because my daughter loves her dad so much but I could not take the abuse any longer the empty feeling he would give me just by being around him and yesterday and today i come to find out he’s been texting other girls over a year now and I’m devastated because he has been telling those girls I’m the bad person, shitting on my name when I’ve been the only person to ever care or love him not even his family. I’ve been with him 5years and I’ve put up with a lot that he has done and accepted the mistreatment and lifestyle just to support him and be there for him through his problems holding on to some hope In thinking he’d change.I’m so sad because I believed in him blindly and stood by him at his lowest. Through his drug addiction which was his darkest moment in life and I cannot believe he has been going behind my back trying to cheat or cheating. I feel so stupid and I can’t get over the fact that I lost so much time in my life and let him put me through a lot just to get fucked over. I lost my car, job and the place I was living at because of him and the saddest part is that I dragged my kids with me when I could of have stopped it along time ago. I have no friends and I can’t even vent to any family member so this is killing me inside. I’m starting from zero as of now with my two babies and i just hope that by this time next year I can be much better and happy 💔because as of now I’m only holding on because of my babies but I’m at my lowest point in life right now I wish I could end it all but I can’t give up on my babies.