ok so.. my brother who is 10 yrs old was in my room right and we were talking then we got into an argument about my computer and stuff. he said he was gonna disable instagrm on his computer bc i use it alot, the reason y we fought was bc i told him i was gonna use my computer and he was playing games on my computer and got mad. then he started gettin all mad at me then i said "____ im really stressed" because my mom had yelled and verbally abused me about schoolwork, then he said "its ur fault ur so dumb and cant do ur schoolwork" and then i just fucking snapped and i told him to kill himself, i told him to jump over a bridge and die and that if he did i wouldnt come to his funeral and iwould lauygh. i regret it a bit because of the look on his face but at the same time fuck him. but also hes only ten and what i said could affect him greatly. idk what to do. help me.

ok so.. my brother who is 10 yrs old was in my room right and we were talking then we got into an argument about my computer and stuff. he said he was gonna disable instagrm on his computer bc i use it alot, the reason y we fought was bc i told him i was gonna use my computer and he was playing games on my computer and got mad. then he started gettin all mad at me then i said "____ im really stressed" because my mom had yelled and verbally abused me about schoolwork, then he said "its ur fault ur so dumb and cant do ur schoolwork" and then i just fucking snapped and i told him to kill himself, i told him to jump over a bridge and die and that if he did i wouldnt come to his funeral and iwould lauygh. i regret it a bit because of the look on his face but at the same time fuck him. but also hes only ten and what i said could affect him greatly. idk what to do. help me.

So basically... Your ten year old brother called you dumb as kids do. And then you told him that you want him to die and you would laugh if he did. Great sibling you are. The best thing to do is apologise to him and say you didn't mean it and don't want him to die, tell him why you are stressed and why it is so hard to do your schoolwork. I'm not sure about "verbal abuse" but it might be a good idea to write a letter to your mother telling her how you feel or leaving small notes around the house so she is forced to read it. If you are old enough and if your computer isn't shared try to get a lock or something similar to keep people out of your room.

So basically... Your ten year old brother called you dumb as kids do. And then you told him that you want him to die and you would laugh if he did. Great sibling you are. The best thing to do is apologise to him and say you didn't mean it and don't want him to die, tell him why you are stressed and why it is so hard to do your schoolwork. I'm not sure about "verbal abuse" but it might be a good idea to write a letter to your mother telling her how you feel or leaving small notes around the house so she is forced to read it. If you are old enough and if your computer isn't shared try to get a lock or something similar to keep people out of your room.