ok so.. my brother who is 10 yrs old was in my room right and we were talking then we got into an argument about my computer and stuff. he said he was gonna disable instagrm on his computer bc i use it alot, the reason y we fought was bc i told him i was gonna use my computer and he was playing games on my computer and got mad. then he started gettin all mad at me then i said "____ im really stressed" because my mom had yelled and verbally abused me about schoolwork, then he said "its ur fault ur so dumb and cant do ur schoolwork" and then i just fucking snapped and i told him to kill himself, i told him to jump over a bridge and die and that if he did i wouldnt come to his funeral and iwould lauygh. i regret it a bit because of the look on his face but at the same time fuck him. but also hes only ten and what i said could affect him greatly. idk what to do. help me.