So here we are, you're reading a 14 year olds suicide note.I never had the guts to speak up for myself, I thought I'd get murdered or die doing an awkward backflip but here I am, four paracetamols in my hand because I want to make sure my mother doesn't have to go out in a pandemic for more. As terrible as it is my vape became my life line within not even two months. ! was addicted within the first hit of a friends vape. It was easier than smoking and my cutting immediately stopped. I was obsessed with my vape, taking quick puffs under a table when the teacher was turned. It caked my brain in happy thoughts and whenever I even took a five minute break my head would be pounding. I was caught once and only got out with a warning and bitten to nothing nails. As she's working I've gotten the juice I like the most and I've told my friends I love them and im proud of how far they've come. I'm so happy I watched them grow as people. I've gotten dressed and ate before, if you ever read this I love you and im proud of you bunny, you lift my heart everytime I even message you but I've no motivation for this. after I take these pills I will lay in my bed and look through my messages one last time, ill sleep early and when she walks in my body will be cold, maybe rotting. I dunno, she only ever comes in my room to see if I did something wrong these days. Whoever you are reading this, I love you and im so proud of you. Be who you want to be, I never did that and now I regret it so much. If you're someone I know please take care of my plant. My name isn't Shang. It's Sharky and im a boy.I'm a boy who didn't bother, im lazy and im ignorant. My mother has been waiting to ask a friend to help her find a therapist but has not come through with the promise of getting me mental health. Please take care of yourself. My own mind is eating itself and im so done. Love yourself and love others, no matter what. I never thought it would be a vape that drove my to killing myself but life is full of surprises. So as I finish off my not I tell you, I love you and I care so much about you Bunny, You've stayed with me through everything, even when I hurt you so badly. I've never had a nice relationship with my dad or my mother and what I wouldn't do to kill them too. But now im done. I don't want to be angry anymore. I won't be angry anymore. Thank you for reading this, Maybe ill see you in another life.-Sharky

So here we are, you're reading a 14 year olds suicide note.I never had the guts to speak up for myself, I thought I'd get murdered or die doing an awkward backflip but here I am, four paracetamols in my hand because I want to make sure my mother doesn't have to go out in a pandemic for more. As terrible as it is my vape became my life line within not even two months. ! was addicted within the first hit of a friends vape. It was easier than smoking and my cutting immediately stopped. I was obsessed with my vape, taking quick puffs under a table when the teacher was turned. It caked my brain in happy thoughts and whenever I even took a five minute break my head would be pounding.I was caught once and only got out with a warning and bitten to nothing nails. As she's working I've gotten the juice I like the most and I've told my friends I love them and im proud of how far they've come. I'm so happy I watched them grow as people. I've gotten dressed and ate before, if you ever read this I love you and im proud of you bunny, you lift my heart everytime I even message you but I've no motivation for this. after I take these pills I will lay in my bed and look through my messages one last time, ill sleep early and when she walks in my body will be cold, maybe rotting. I dunno, she only ever comes in my room to see if I did something wrong these days. Whoever you are reading this, I love you and im so proud of you. Be who you want to be, I never did that and now I regret it so much. If you're someone I know please take care of my plant.My name isn't Shang. It's Sharky and im a boy.I'm a boy who didn't bother, im lazy and im ignorant. My mother has been waiting to ask a friend to help her find a therapist but has not come through with the promise of getting me mental health. Please take care of yourself.My own mind is eating itself and im so done. Love yourself and love others, no matter what.I never thought it would be a vape that drove my to killing myself but life is full of surprises. So as I finish off my not I tell you, I love you and I care so much about you Bunny, You've stayed with me through everything, even when I hurt you so badly. I've never had a nice relationship with my dad or my mother and what I wouldn't do to kill them too. But now im done. I don't want to be angry anymore. I won't be angry anymore.Thank you for reading this, Maybe ill see you in another life.-Sharky