<p>i have an eating disorder and it absolutely drains me but you would never look at me at think that i have one... you would only notice when i look up restraint foods calories and constantly worry about how many calories are going in me and my body dismorphia is super bad. i hate having it but i want to look different i want to stop comparing how many calories i’m eating to the person sitting next to me i need help but if i don’t obsess over my calories i’ll get fat(ter) </p>

i have an eating disorder and it absolutely drains me but you would never look at me at think that i have one... you would only notice when i look up restraint foods calories and constantly worry about how many calories are going in me and my body dismorphia is super bad. i hate having it but i want to look different i want to stop comparing how many calories i’m eating to the person sitting next to me i need help but if i don’t obsess over my calories i’ll get fat(ter) 

<p>im sorry you’re going through this:( youre beautiful no matter what you eat or how much you weigh. try not to think too much about it. if you want to look different, instead of obsessing over how many calories you eat, try eating healthy foods and working out. sorry if this didn’t help. i hope things get better soon &lt;3</p>

im sorry you’re going through this:( youre beautiful no matter what you eat or how much you weigh. try not to think too much about it. if you want to look different, instead of obsessing over how many calories you eat, try eating healthy foods and working out. sorry if this didn’t help. i hope things get better soon <3