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i just got misunderstood by my classmates for something stupid and i fear that they will abandon and leave me. i never fit in with them, i always got left out but i don't want them to ignore me completely again...... i don't feel like i belong anywhere anymore. i am extremely shy and it makes me not know how to engage in simple conversations, i get all embarrassed and it just doesn't end up well. i am lonely all the time and that doesn't make the situation any better. i am sorry for venting so much here, i know that people have bigger issues than this..... have a nice day everyone.