My teacher didn't called me for our recitation and It frustrates me because I don't have any grades for that activity. She is not fair, she always called her "favorites" and it's making me sick, leading me to think negative about others. I have this classmate that is truly favored by my teacher. She is a transferee yet she gets a lot of attention and always praised by many, even my friends. I honestly don't think that she deserve it but I don't hate her. I know that it's not her fault and I know that it's wrong for me to feel this way but what can I do. I hate this attitude of mine. I always think that I'm better than anyone else, I always want to be one step ahead but I ended up being one step behind. Writing this right now, I don't have any hard feelings. I just want to share my thoughts when I'm frustrated.

My teacher didn't called me for our recitation and It frustrates me because I don't have any grades for that activity. She is not fair, she always called her "favorites" and it's making me sick, leading me to think negative about others. I have this classmate that is truly favored by my teacher. She is a transferee yet she gets a lot of attention and always praised by many, even my friends. I honestly don't think that she deserve it but I don't hate her.  I know that it's not her fault and I know that it's wrong for me to feel this way but what can I do. I hate this attitude of mine. I always think that I'm better than anyone else, I always want to be one step ahead but I ended up being one step behind. Writing this right now, I don't have any hard feelings. I just want to share my thoughts when I'm frustrated. 

So here how trust work. If you don't trust me, why would I trust you? So trust me, and I'll trust you. But right now, you're acting like my super controlling mother that draw lines, and I have to be careful to walk in between them and never touch it. Otherwise, I have a guilt trip coming. Well, I'm 40... Never had a mother... So just me some slack, and trust. Cause nothing like insecurity to kill the trust in a couple. I've said it multiple times, I'll wait for you. Now trust me and let me meet my friends.

So here how trust work.If you don't trust me, why would I trust you?So trust me, and I'll trust you. But right now, you're acting like my super controlling mother that draw lines, and I have to be careful to walk in between them and never touch it. Otherwise, I have a guilt trip coming.Well, I'm 40... Never had a mother... So just me some slack, and trust.Cause nothing like insecurity to kill the trust in a couple.I've said it multiple times, I'll wait for you. Now trust me and let me meet my friends.