My teacher didn't called me for our recitation and It frustrates me because I don't have any grades for that activity. She is not fair, she always called her "favorites" and it's making me sick, leading me to think negative about others. I have this classmate that is truly favored by my teacher. She is a transferee yet she gets a lot of attention and always praised by many, even my friends. I honestly don't think that she deserve it but I don't hate her. I know that it's not her fault and I know that it's wrong for me to feel this way but what can I do. I hate this attitude of mine. I always think that I'm better than anyone else, I always want to be one step ahead but I ended up being one step behind. Writing this right now, I don't have any hard feelings. I just want to share my thoughts when I'm frustrated.