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I have a weird coping mechanism. I just make really cursed things. I’ll draw weird things. I hang stuffed animals from my ceiling. I have worms on strings hanging everywhere. I have an Attack on Titan figure but the head is replaced with a Barbie head. I do this because I don’t know what else to do with myself. I’m too scared to hurt myself which I’m kinda glad I’m scared of it lol. I’m too scared to talk about how I feel. Even if I did want to talk to about it, I have no one to talk too. Idk I just felt like sharing. My good coping mechanism is that I will paint everything I own lol