First, I'm not really that open minded. Got it? Yes, I don't really like talking about "dirty" stuff. I wanted to be that simple and pure woman until I get into a long time relationship or until I get married. But that all changed because of one person. I don't know why, but when we talk about it I'm so into it. It's like all my innocence left my body. I'm still like a pure little girl around other people, but everything changes when I talk to him.Second, I'm in an online relationship for like a couple of weeks now (he's the reason for my first secret). I'm so happy these days. But I don't know if I should develop real feelings or not. I don't know if we are a "real" thing. Because I feel like we're just a fling or something. But I think I'm actually having real feelings for him. I think I should ask him if we are a real couple or not, to finally get an answer from this confusion, don't you think? Yeah? Yeah, okay. But I'm also afraid that he'll tell me we're not real, as well as he found someone or he is seeing someone :( ugh love is hard.By the way, this is the first time I'm actually falling in love. And if in case he says he wants to be real, then he's my first ever boyfriend :)