I'm new to this thing. Never have I tried to tell anyone about what i truly feel i guess? But i can't keep it bottled up too. That's like really dangerous. I was watching a series and i don't know, i'm scared of letting people down? I'm such a people pleaser. I have no other choice too. I think i do. But i'm not strong enough. Ik i'm a pussy. Yeah. I admit it.