I REMEMBER YOUYOUR BROWNISH BRONZE SKIN, YOUR SHORT CURLY HAIR, YOUR SOFT SKIN. I REMEMBER YOUTHE WAY YOU HELD ME. THE WAY YOU NURSED ME BACK TO HEALTH WHEN I FELL SICK. I REMEMBER YOU,A DAY I PHYSICALLY LEFT YOU, I WAS INJURED AND YOU HELD MY HEAD IN YOUR LAP AND WEPT AS I FADED.I NOW UNDERSTAND IT ALL, AND WHY WE ARE THE WAY WE ARE IN THIS LIFETIME. I WILL NOT TRY TO GET YOU BACK, INSTEAD, I WILL HELP YOU LEAVE. MAYBE THIS IS THE LIFETIME YOU WILL NEED TO LIVE WITHOUT ME. I JUST WISH I COULD HOLD YOU AND LET YOU KNOW I UNDERSTAND. I NOW KNOW WHY I AM THE WAY I AM WITH YOU. JUST, SO SORRY I TOOK THIS LONG. -R