15 and 34

I was fifteen years old, I met up with a 34 year old man, I had met online. I spent most of the day with him, he rented a hotel room and we had sex there multiple times. I told him I was a virgin, I wasn’t. The scariest thing about it is I wish i could relive that day, and ask questions about why he wanted to do this with me, and why he liked children. I didn’t tho, i was so worried about being caught. He wanted to get me pregnant, he even came inside of me. Still to this day i’m not sure why I didn’t get pregnant. Thank God though.