Hi I am 15 year old Male and I want to kill myself, to be realistic I am probably doing this because I want your pety. i think my everything start when I had 6 years old. I that age i was abused by another classmate ( did not have any penetration) this last I think for a week until i tell a teacher i don't with was for lack of communication but she didn't understand and she just scolded him and he left me alone. My mom never knew about what happened but she realized that I acted weird so she make me go to a psychologist she thought that the reason of my behavior was my father who left us when I had 9 months. growing up I was desperate to make friends for lack of confidence I just accepted bad friendships people who didn't care about me and just use me adding that with addiction in porn since young age I didn't had a normal childhood. And is my only sin when 2020 came I ended up locked in home because of quarantine so that means a lot of time doing nothing in this time spend a lot time on Twitter. There was something on the trending topics about report pedophiles and I ended up making the mistake of going inside that trend (that last phrase was probably confusing but I just click in the trend)There I find CP (child porn) and at first moment I was shocked so I close the twitter but some hours after i entered again after realizing that i divided to uninstall the Twitter but in the next day I came there again and then I jerked at first moment I felt estrange but I dicide to ignore and continue to do it after seeing what I have done I deactivate my account on Twitter and I tried to live my life like normal but what happened never got out of my mind someday I was checking the emails and I found the Twitter email that show me that could reactivate my account so that I did but the video was not there anymore so I started to looking and I found ( was pretty easy ) and then I started to jerking to CP like normal porn sometimes I am feeling guilty and erase everything but I always come back so I see that is useless try to stop and if I continue the police will probably bust me. I unfortunately don't believe in god anymore so can't comfort in him, to be true I just don't wanna let down my mom and she just had a baby so I'm afraid that she get depression. So I don't know what to do because no matter what do my mom gonna be in pain. So what should I do? Ps: sorry for my English I hope that at least you can understand me.

Hi I am 15 year old Male and I want to kill myself, to be realistic I am probably  doing this because I want your pety. i think my everything start when I had 6 years old. I that age i was abused by another classmate ( did not have any penetration) this last I think for a week until i tell a teacher i don't with was for lack of communication but she didn't understand and she just scolded him and he left me alone. My mom never knew about what happened but she realized that I acted weird so she make me go to a psychologist she thought  that the reason of my behavior was my father who left us when I had 9 months. growing up I was desperate to make friends for lack of confidence I just accepted bad friendships people who didn't  care about me and just use me adding that with addiction in porn since young age I didn't had a normal childhood. And is my only sin when 2020 came I ended up locked in home because of quarantine  so that means a lot of time doing nothing in this time spend a lot time on Twitter. There was something on the trending topics  about report pedophiles and I ended  up making the mistake of going inside that trend (that last phrase was probably confusing  but I just click in the trend)There I find CP (child porn)  and at first moment  I was shocked  so I close the twitter but some hours after  i entered  again after realizing  that  i divided to uninstall the Twitter but in the next day I came there again and then I jerked at first moment I felt estrange but I dicide to ignore and continue  to do it after seeing what I have done I deactivate my account on Twitter and I tried to live my life like normal but what happened never got out of my mind someday I was checking the emails and I found the Twitter email that show me that could reactivate my account so that I did but the video was not there anymore so I started  to looking and I found ( was pretty easy ) and then I started to jerking to CP  like normal porn sometimes  I am feeling guilty  and erase everything  but I always  come back  so I see that is useless try to stop and if I continue the police will probably  bust me. I unfortunately don't believe in god anymore so can't comfort  in him, to be true I just don't wanna let down my mom and she just had a baby so I'm afraid that she get depression. So I don't know what to do because no matter what do my mom gonna be in pain. So what should I do?Ps: sorry for my English  I hope that at least you can understand me.

Damn im sorry dude:( Lemme jus say, you are pretty brave for just putting yourself out here like that, you wanted some advice, and bruh 23 people saw this before me and didnt say shit thats kind of fucked up but dont worry bro i got you. I am a fourteen year old girl, being addicted to porn is actually something that I had a bad addiction to, CP though was a different story, I mean I went online and didnt exactly realize I was at child porn until I got there. But it turned me on so much it was terrible. I immediately was like shit shit shit. So I ended up closing it and feeling bad afterwards. I felt so disgusted with myself and ended up taking a shower.. I will say that you are probably not the only teenage boy who has ended up going and looking at child porn. But also, if you want to talk more we can I guess ill send you my email, but thats only if you wanna talk more. I will never be sexual with you in any way just an FYI so dont even try ok? anyways just reply again if you want it if you dont then just keep reading ig. As I was saying, being "addicted" to CP isnt really uhh bad in my opinion.. i hope ppl wont come for me... anywaysssI was addicted to it, I once had a friend who told me he was addicted to it. I think we like it because its somewhere around our age range, and looking at grown adults isnt exactly the greatest horny feeling we can have. Just know your not alone, there are many people out there who have done or do the same thing. (i hope i pittied you enough lol)

Damn im sorry dude:( Lemme jus say, you are pretty brave for just putting yourself out here like that, you wanted some advice, and bruh 23 people saw this before me and didnt say shit thats kind of fucked up but dont worry bro i got you. I am a fourteen year old girl, being addicted to porn is actually something that I had a bad addiction to, CP though was a different story, I mean I went online  and didnt exactly realize I was at child porn until I got there. But it turned me on so much it was terrible. I immediately was like shit shit shit. So I ended up closing it and feeling bad afterwards. I felt so disgusted with myself and ended up taking a shower.. I will say that you are probably not the only teenage boy who has ended up going and looking at child porn. But also, if you want to talk more we can I guess ill send you my email, but thats only if you wanna talk more. I will never be sexual with you in any way just an FYI so dont even try ok? anyways just reply again if you want it if you dont then just keep reading ig. As I was saying, being "addicted" to CP isnt really uhh bad in my opinion.. i hope ppl wont come for me... anywaysssI was addicted to it, I once had a friend who told me he was addicted to it. I think we like it because its somewhere around our age range, and looking at grown adults isnt exactly the greatest horny feeling we can have. Just know your not alone, there are many people out there who have done or do the same thing. (i hope i pittied you enough lol) 

Re: 15 old and addicted in CP

Thanks for the reply I f you willing to we can talk I have email that I don't use for nothing so i don't care sharing in here but thanks hearing you talk made me feel better even that I don't deserve it. Email: ssvagabunda@gmail.com Sorry about the weird name a create this because I wanted to put on quora too

Thanks for the reply I f you willing to we can talk I have email that I don't use for nothing so i don't care sharing in here but thanks hearing you talk made me feel better even that I don't deserve it.Email: ssvagabunda@gmail.comSorry about the weird name a create this because I wanted to put on quora too

Shit I mess up I don't remember the password of that email sorry if you use it I probably will not respond so made I new one ( I probably look really desperate to talk to someone) Email : dumdumdummy156@gmail.com Yeah I made this name based what I was feeling.

Shit I mess up I don't remember the password of that email sorry if you use it I probably will not respond so made I new one ( I probably look really desperate  to talk to someone) Email : dumdumdummy156@gmail.comYeah I made this name based what I was feeling.

lol your fine, i just sent you a email.. and you do deserve it:( you just like have a addiction I did too its finee buddy you got this nrngn anyways yeah sorry not three hundreddd charactersssssssssssssss pfffffff

lol your fine, i just sent you a email.. and you do deserve it:( you just like have a addiction I did too its finee buddy you got thisnrngn anyways yeah sorry not three hundreddd charactersssssssssssssss pfffffff

also you dont look desperate and even so i do too lol cause like im so lonely all time so like i get it

also you dont look desperate and even so i do too lol cause like im so lonely all time so like i get it       

Hey, i am a 13 year old boy that is addicted to. I watched it like 2 weeks ago and became addict, i was a porn addict before but now i didnt see that and i seeked for it, it disgusted me how easy it was to find it, i feel like shit and can take the guilt and blame. I think the reason of why i am is because i was abused and used for child porn too, if you want to talk about it i can give you an email too, thanks if you do it.

Hey, i am a 13 year old boy that is addicted to.I watched it like 2 weeks ago and became addict, i was a porn addict before but now i didnt see that and i seeked for it, it disgusted me how easy it was to find it, i feel like shit and can take the guilt and blame. I think the reason of why i am is because i was abused and used for child porn too, if you want to talk about it i can give you an email too, thanks if you do it.