Hello :) I'm 18 as the title reads. I've been through alot in life suicide, diagnosis', parents attempting suicide, family abandonment, no friends, barely leaving my house, no education etc etc etc.But I've realised something in the last months, I spent about 3 months sending nudes to people I didnt know and it hit me one day that I was doing it because that's all I thought I was worth because i was being groomed from 13 and that's what he taught me. And I hate myself for it. I wanted to be a singer, famous and I cant because I fucked up being stupid. Yeah so I guess I'm stuck. I just needed to vent truly, feel free to ignore this. Have an awesome day reader :)