So my insomnia has been pretty bad these passed few weeks but honestly that's not new to me. Anyway I can't sleep and I just end up falling asleep at like 6am which fucking sucks. I can't sleep and when I do I have these awful dreams or I'm "asleep" but I can still feel everything around me so I'm not really asleep if that makes sense. I just want to have one night where my thoughts aren't too fucking loud in my head and I get a good night's rest. Dude I can't remember the last time I had a solid 8 hours of sleep. I can't run away from my anxiety even in my sleep, that shit manifests into weirdass dream nah more like nightmare honestly. Not sure how to end this so ✌🏼E.z

So my insomnia has been pretty bad these passed few weeks but honestly that's not new to me. Anyway I can't sleep and I just end up falling asleep at like 6am which fucking sucks. I can't sleep and when I do I have these awful dreams or I'm "asleep" but I can still feel everything around me so I'm not really asleep if that makes sense. I just want to have one night where my thoughts aren't too fucking loud in my head and I get a good night's rest. Dude I can't remember the last time I had a solid 8 hours of sleep. I can't run away from my anxiety even in my sleep, that shit manifests into weirdass dream nah more like nightmare honestly. Not sure how to end this so ✌🏼E.z