Re: 2017&2018 the Samoan
I sex with over 200 beautiful women. The greatest moment in my sex life wasnt sex. It’s the first time I held my future wives hands. Love is something amazing.
Sadly many loved me; but I only ever loved her. She divorced me. I’m 60. I married in college. I miss her every moment. We are still best friends.
Love hurts. But better to have love & been loved than to have never love.
Now I know how one poor lady felt. She loved me so much. Her dad begged me to marry her. For two yrs she kept calling & asking about me.
It broke my heart. I’m a gentleman. I yelled at her. Mocked her. Told her I’d used her. (In reality I refused sex with her. If I felt a woman respected herself & I might one day want to marry her I’d never sleep with her). Made her cry. But she moved on. I hate I had to pretend. She was wonderful; but I didn’t love her.