So I had just wrote something and stupid me deleted it all. That action pretty much sums up what I had wrote. I was just blabbering on about how life keeps taken a turn for the worst. 2020 was meant to be a year of change for me, as it probably was for a lot of people. I thought things were finally looking up but here I am, alone in my room depressed. I’m at the level of depression where it’s like a new mole on my body. I’ve learnt to adapt to it. I know I should seek help, which I have done many times in the past but something always seems to get in the way.
yeah i would definitely recommend talking to someone who you are close to who can help and idk what you are going through thats causing your depression but keep in mind that things won't be bad forever just keep working towards your goals in life and push forward you will hit some lows and some highs but eventually you will reach a point where you are ok and happy with your position in life