I am so drained about everything. I think I have reached my lowest. My tiredness is like bone deep. I sometimes just wanted to die. I cry every night. My moodswings are getting over me so much. I have a lot of problems. My grand dad just tested positive of covid, my grandma just slipped in the stairs and now has a shouldrer sprain. I am the one that is taking care of him while I am having an online class. I always clean the house, servicing everyone I AM TIRED. WHY CANT I JUST DIE. I AM SO SICK OF IT. I missed my father. He is far away from us just to provide us even if that means risking his life for us. PLEASE HEAR ME OUT I JUST CANT TAKE THIS.