20 days ago
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2021

I have been financially struggling for nearly 4 years now. I live in a place that has no furniture and I am always struggling to pay the bills. I have too much financial responsibilities and too many people that expect so much of me.

I can't deal this this pain anymore, I am not living i am just surviving day after day, night after night. All I do is work and cry myself to sleep.

I see no hope for the future, I lie to myself constantly that it will get better. But here we are day 3 of the new year and I have 22$ to my name, and nearly 5000$ loan i owe to the bank. I dont even have money to pay my bills this month.

I can't live like this anymore. Everyone's life is moving on, getting better and I am just stuck. My life is just stuck. I hate myself I hate my life. I just want one break, one lousy break.





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20 days ago

Re: 2021

if you don't mind me asking, what happened 4 years ago that got you to where you are now?

i really want to be able to help you? how can that be done?


my life problems seem so miniscule in comparison to yours, and it is making my heart break.


you should not have to be living like this and if i can do something, even just be there somehow to listen, let me know.



To the person that replied back. Thank you for your kind reply, 4 years ago my parents retired and their financial responsibilities fell on me. We live in different countries and the currency exchange rate basically broke me. For a while I was doing okay, but things kept getting worse and inflation kept going up.

I ended up taking loans after loans just to cover all of us and well here I we are.