I do not know why people try so hard. Sometimes I think about why I get tired of being with others so quickly. I love loneliness, perhaps because people do not match my level of intelligence. Did you know that the number of people with high IQ in China is higher than all Americans, but with this Harvard is the best university in the world? I do not know, perhaps because the Chinese population is so large. Or the dumb American people. I think that American geniuses also came from my own country because they leave Iran soon after being accepted to university. Honestly, I still do not know if I want to stay here or not. My parents, who at least want me to stay, but to leave the facilities and equipment there and the guaranteed life for the sake of patriotism is hard . It's tiring to sit in an English classroom where I'm the only 12-year-old to have mastered the language at such a young age. Maybe the only part of my life that I'm confident about and can easily lift my head. Few people go to the best high school in the country at the age of 14.