Hello. I am almost 30 years old. Single. Never been married. No children. Haven’t been able to approve my test to get my medical license. I have a crappy job. I live with my parents. I have pushed everyone away. I have no one to talk to. Except my therapist, I’ve been seeing him for 3 years. I don’t know what I want to do with my life. Since I was a teen I’ve had this fantasy of ending it, I plan it every night and I wake up disappointed every morning. I don’t find happiness in anything. Small stuff like a breakup can make me lose all the self worth I had. I feel nothing. And every time I try I fail. And when I ask for help, everyone is busy. When can I stop being so stressed out all the time? How can I enjoy myself without others bringing me down?

Hello. I am almost 30 years old. Single. Never been married. No children. Haven’t been able to approve my test to get my medical license. I have a crappy job. I live with my parents. I have pushed everyone away. I have no one to talk to. Except my therapist, I’ve been seeing him for 3 years. I don’t know what I want to do with my life. Since I was a teen I’ve had this fantasy of ending it, I plan it every night and I wake up disappointed every morning. I don’t find happiness in anything. Small stuff like a breakup can make me lose all the self worth I had. I feel nothing. And every time I try I fail. And when I ask for help, everyone is busy. When can I stop being so stressed out all the time? How can I enjoy myself without others bringing me down?

hey, I’ve very young so I probably don’t know exactly how you feel or exactly know what your going through. But I wanted to let you know that you should never have the thought of ending your life ever, know that your worth it, your beautiful. You mean something to someone, you mean something to me even tho I don’t know you lol. But please stay here please, god put you on this earth for a reason. You still got a long life to live don’t leave now, you got this xoxo

hey, I’ve very young so I probably don’t know exactly how you feel or exactly know what your going through. But I wanted to let you know that you should never have the thought of ending your life ever, know that your worth it, your beautiful. You mean something to someone, you mean something to me even tho I don’t know you lol. But please stay here please, god put you on this earth for a reason. You still got a long life to live don’t leave now, you got this xoxo

Re: 30 with the mindset of a a 17 year old

I wanted to let you know that you have a purpose and the universe is testing your strength. Stay strong&lt;3

I wanted to let you know that you have a purpose and the universe is testing your strength. Stay strong<3