I am a person who, comes from a upper middle class family, single child of my parents, both of whom are Ayurvedic Doctors. During my childhood, I felt that studying and going from lower class to the next level was something that was like sun rising each day, it will happen the same without any changes. I was highly casual in my studies, so just kept on passing from one class to another every year. I lived in the moment at that time, made no attempts to improve myself as my parents kept on reminding me constantly. During one of PTA meetings, one of my teachers mentioned that " Rxxxxx is a quiet boy, it's as if he doesn't exist in class"; what I thought proudly as an achievement, the teacher was hinting at something else. Till date I am not sure what. After my school days, I was made to join a Btech electronic engineering course in a college at a neighbouring state. There also, I just passed away the years living in the moment. 4 years of college life, in the most boring way from some peoples point of view.After studying, it's time to get a job right? That's the way, is what people around me thought. At the time, I found getting a job under my own merit was like something I was not good at. Most of my so called "friends" got a job, some even with very good academic results still struggled to find a job. For me, I didn't have a care in the world, just stayed at home, spending money from my parents, going out with "friends", etc. This went on for almost 3 to 4 months. Suddenly, an initiative came from my parents giving a donation to a famous university at Vellore, TN, I got admission to MTech course there. Same story as my btech chapter but shorter and less fun. The only highlight was I started to realise that I am the odd one out in my peer group, in and out of college/ family. I didn't know why. After my Mtech, again came home to relax at home for next 5 months. My parents saw this and used our relatives help in getting me a job as an intern( for 5k INR) at security device installation and maintenance company near my place. I went there and came back without any thought of my predicament. I was an "MTech graduate" who is working as an intern at a low level company, a job which was arranged by my parents.Worked there for six months, after which I "got" a job at a good company, as a GET, by recommendation. Lucky me. The salary was more than 3 times my previous package. The parents thought I would get at a job once I get inside a good company. I didn't think, just went with whatever the "adults" thought were good. No opinion for my myself, an introvert. This was my place of work for 2 years.ðŸ¤