It’s only 9:40 pm and I’m already starting to overthink I can’t stop thinking about how lonely I am how I don’t have anyone to turn to to ask for help or to talk about my problems, how I feel. I keep thinking on how it would feel to just not be here how much better it would be for people to not have to put up with me, with all the sadness, anger, embarrassment and pain that I have when ever I try and ask for help all the person says is it’s ok we can help you everything will be alright. And then they leave me not doing anything to help they do nothing if they actually helped all of this would have stopped by now. -N