a confession

one day my brother told me he hated me and he says stuff like that but he really young and one day I let it get to my head and I went in my room staring at the ceiling saying in my head that im not good enough and that I should kill myslef so I grab some pills and took and but woke up the next day and seen that my family was up and happy was eating breakfast without me and having a great time so I went back to my room and starve myself that day