are u one of me?

i have a boyfriend, but why the hell i keep watching les porn???? and it makes me turn on, then little did i know i already cum lol. i've searched it on google if it's normal straight girls watching les porn lol but wtf. but i yo im so fucking straight hahahhaahahaha lol weird. i guess, the reason behind is that I don't want to think that im imagining some guys other than my bf that's why i watch lesbian