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6 months ago

death

I don't want to commit suicide because I'm afraid of making it out alive and having to live with the damage done. I have felt suicidal from a young age, but living in an asian household my parents could never grasp this taboo subject. As a daughter, I know that I am not as loved and worthy like my younger male sibling just because they're more valued in our culture. I want to cut them off once I leave for college after 2 years, but I can't figure out myself yet.