Don’t know what I’m feeling

Sitting here in the dark,

Don’t know what I’m doing.

Blade in my hand making a mark,

How do I fight this feeling.

Yea I caused pain I won’t lie,

But now my heart is also broken.

All I can do I sit here and cry,

I promise myself I won’t left anything unspoken.

Bleeding to match the emotional pain in my heart,

Physically everything is alright.

Look lil deeper and I’m falling apart,

Don’t know if I can win this fight.

Fighting for her,

Fighting inside to be pain free.

Feels like I already lost her,

Feels like there’s nothing more in life for me.

But I’m sitting here in the dark,

Blade in my hand making her mark.