Fake

I’m with someone I’m not in love with. I lie to her everyday saying that I do while thinking about ways to make things end where she’d end up happy in the end. She’s emotionally dependent on me and I feel bad to leave her now after all I’ve learnt about her and all she’s shared. She’s told me that it would ruin her if we ever went our separate ways. She’s going through a lot and I do want to be there to support and help her but it’s starting to eat me up inside. I spend almost every single waking hour of my day on her and it’s starting to drive me crazy. I feel like absolute trash.