feels bad man..

im a broke college student with no working car so no way to visit my boyfriend. he always says he misses me and stuff but whenever i ask him to come visit me it's ALWAYS and automatic no. im only an hour away and he doesn't work often. im a junior in college now and have been living here since i started college and he hasn't visited me once. he's upset with me now because i can't come visit him this weekend, even though ive seen him almost every other weekend since moving here. he starting to make me feel like im a failure and everything's my fault