fellow lgbt pls hel p

tbh i dont even know anymore. Like, I like being called a girl and referred to as 'she'. It makes me feel so pretty and confident. But, I also like it when im called a boy and referred to as a 'he'. It makes me feel manly and handsome. I also like being referred to as 'they/them'. I feel so mysterious and cool.

but y tho. im so confuse d what am i. am i a girl? a guy? both?? neither?? help??????