I got addicted to gambling ,

Past 1 month I lost 3 lakhs , the worst part is I started with rs50 and to cover up for that which didn't happen , the loss increased from tens to hundred to thousand , to ten thousands I have lost 3 lakhs till now and I feel depress a lot now.

I can't share it to anyone not even my roommate my friends , because they see me as a source of inspiration. It all happened because of my greed and to become rich in short span of time ,I need someone to talk to me and help , I need help. This lockdown has taken effect on my health severely. If you can help me please mail me