I am trash.

I am the most deceitful and useless person I know. All I do is hurt people and myself. I don't want to live this way anymore. But I never do the right thing. Never make right choices.

I dont have 300 words to write. Just wanted to scream somewhere when I can't physically do it. What else can I say. I have caught myself in a web of lies, one of which is where o told myself I'm doing this to protect others from hurt..I don't know how to fix anything anymore. I am suffocating because of myself. I am not looking for comfort, I am not the victim. If anything, I feel like the villain in a movie who can't do anything but be bad now.