I don't want to exist

I have a relatively good life. I'm healthy and I want for nothing. But feel so empty. I feel like nothing I do has meaning, whether I fail or succeed.

Even the things that used to hurt me don't hurt me anymore. Everyone thinks I'm getting better, but honestly I think I'm just numb.

I feel alone. With no friends family or a god to talk to.

I exist. I don't live. I just exist.

I don't want to exist anymore.