I hate my real name

I have an arabic name. Therefore, my name is quite weird if said by someone who doesnt know how to speak arabic, malay or indo. I illegally changed my name to Rose since it was easier to say but my real name was give to me by elder brother. Even if i wanted to keep the name, i couldnt stand being made fun of because my name is weird.

I know this article isnt as serious as the others but i had to get it off of my mind