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4 months ago

Idk what to do anymore

T/W: School Shootings/Murder/Suicide

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So, recently my head hasn't been in the right place. A lot of shit happened to me and I've been driven to the brink of sanity. I have major anger issues as well which doesn't help. I've started getting thoughts about doing horrible things like shooting my school up and killing my family..I've had plans for it too. I had a hit list and plan for where to go and when to go, how I'd bring a gun or two, how I'd off myself afterwards and all that..I also had plans for killing my family. Suffocating my brother, stabbing my dad, shooting my grandparents..then of course, offing myself. The thoughts keep coming back and I dont know what to do..I cant tell anyone because they'll probably think Im crazy and send me back to the hospital..Its really hard on me sense Im only 15 and this is happening..I dont know what to do anymore...