i'm in a state where i have so much to do, so much responsibilities yet i can't bring myself to do them. Even here, there's so much i want to say but i don't have the guts nor the energy to do so. I'm just sat here worried, stressing like crazy over everything but also so damn numb to the point i won't act on it.
Whatever happens, happens. I no longer believe my life is in my hands - I've lost control.