i'm sorry to whoever's reading this. i really wanted to tell someone this but i don't want to burden anyone so i'm just going to say it where no one knows who i am. i'm planning to die tonight. i'll finally be free and happy !! isn't that great? i'm going to miss everyone... especially a specific person... if he's reading this right now, i'm so sorry that i'm leaving. i love you so much and don't ever blame yourself for my death, i chose to do this. please don't stop loving me, i'll find you again, i promise. in another life, i'll be with you again and no one can tell us otherwise.