It’s ok

I’m not doing good mentally but when I told someone how I felt they left me on delivered like it didn’t matter and maybe that’s right it happens everytime and I honestly don’t wanna live anymore because no one cares about how I feel not even my friends Have checked up on me Since quarantine started I wanna kms I don’t wanna talk to any suicide hotlines because I’m scared they will call the cops and track my ip and my parents will probably Make fun of me and that will probably make me wanna kms even more I’m so broken and no one will listen 💔